Need To Survive

Sometimes, when everything getting harder, you lost a bit.

Stumble, and everything is not on the right point.

I felt it quite lately. It's been a hard time for me. I cried but I don't know why. Even it was obvious, I tried not to. Hoping for the best, I was scared. Scared of losing them, scared of loosing her, scared of loosing him, and scared of loosing myself. I couldn't find the help. I kept on searching, but once I found, I was speechless to burst it all out. I ended up with just keeping it with myself. There's only Allah. Allah knows more. 

I'm still trying......